I’ve made some mistakes the past few months, but I’m only moving further. School is pretty rough right now, money is tight, my health isn’t where it should be, and my patience has worn thin. I’m just trying to pursue happiness, though. I know it will be better, just not right now. The people in my life are trying to keep me grounded. That’s all I could ask for. At this point, I’m just trying to graduate and hopefully, I’ll end up somewhere far from here. I want to start fresh. I need new scenery.

Although I am a little stressed, I still don’t want to feel battered. I’ve had more job and internship experience in only a year and a half than most people have in 4 years of school. Does that make me a better person? No. But I can say I did it, right? I’ve had to overcome more obstacles than many people my age have. It’s made me the person I am today. 

I have a great person in my life right now. I can’t wait to finally meet and talk to him in person. It’s an indescribable feeling knowing that someone miles away from you cares about you. I’ve done the long distance thing before, but it wasn’t all that far and we had a relationship prior to us moving from each other. This is an interesting journey, but I can’t wait to see where it leads.

(Source: artisticgenocide)